wadever

been so long...

2011-01-15T22:01:00.001-08:00

Its been so long since I last write in here.

I have been working full-time already... But I think I won't stay at that job long. Haha. I hop that I can get a better job than this. I won't want to lose my Saturday and Sundays too often liao le. Haiz. But i will stay for a least 1 year or 2 years. Haha.

Things like this is not bad but I think it is not a long-term thing so I have to hang on to it for a least a year. Haha.

how how how....

2010-12-31T01:55:00.000-08:00

Why do I have to feel in this way when i din do anything wrong??? Wads wrong with that??? Why doesn't she want to believe in wad people have to say. If she dun want to listen to wad others say, then how come she dun want mi to talk to her in such a manner???

I hope that those who fail BIZ LAW this time round again can pass if they put in their efforts and i dun want them to give up so early as they have left with one paper to go before they can get their diploma cert already. I hope that they can continue with the last paper. In the name of Jesus Christ. Amen.

My feeliings...

2010-12-10T20:17:00.000-08:00

Now I know that mi feelings are not as negative as the other time when I took the test already. Hahas. I am thinking more positively now than the other time le. Hehe. That is a good start... But I still dun dare to go look at mi results when it comes to the exam date... How???

我最近的心情。

2010-12-06T20:17:00.000-08:00

我最近的心情很复杂。我自己不知道为什么会这样. I also noe that recently when i talk to derrick, mi attitude has changed when i talked to him le. Is it because i know that he has a gf or is it regarding wad his cousin Glen has told mi sis???

I dunno... I hope that i have an answer.

After the exams, Mi mind are free and I am not thinking negetively as i had before... Is it that when I have become a Christian, i will become more positively changely???

DECEMBER

2010-12-02T04:21:00.000-08:00

I m back to mi writing in blogs... Hahas... I have already finished mi exams already... Very Relax. Hahas...

Dear Jehovah God,
I pray that those who are repeating modules this semester especially Jenny and Jia Li, can pass their Law and Managerial Accounting this time round. I want to pray that i want to pass mi law and ISB this time round and i do not want to retake any more subjects already. In the name of Jesus Chirst AMEN.

Grades on 22nd Nov...

2010-11-22T18:13:00.001-08:00

Here are mine grades for mine biz law and ISB...

ISB- B
BIZ LAW- D+

This is the first time I have a D+ for mi CA... WTH... wadever...

This is the toime that I have to focus on mi Exams which is one more week away already esp for mi BIZ law as I know that i cannot pass through the bell curve again... I hope that I can get through this time round and get a diploma cert so people will not say too many things... Even if I get the cert already, they will still say many things... Haiz...

I have been thinkning that out of many bosses in singapore, how many bosses will treat their employees the way they did it to mi esp bruce and Alicia. Alicia didnt know that we are suspecting her to use bruce handphone to sms to mi telling all those nasty things...

Please tell mi what to do... In the name of Jesus Chirst. Amen.

this month of Oct...

2010-11-14T20:59:00.000-08:00

Ytd was sunday and I went to Churh and i found out that it was relaxing after that. Hahas...

Exams coming soon and i have to study real hard now... Haiz...

October

2010-10-28T19:02:00.000-07:00

These few days i feel like i didnt sleep well... How??? Am I too stressed or something??? I have been seeing mi friends not sleeping well too due to the assignments that are due these two weeks and I cant do anything to help them cope with that as i also dun have enough sleep miself. Hahas...

Next week, I have to hand up mi Law assignment already, and I have not finished it yet. Hahas... Its halfway done already... Hope that I can finish it on time. "_"

After next week, I have to hand mi ISB assignement already and mi group hasnt even done up the website siaz... Thats cool man. LOL... This one I really really hope to finish it on time and get a good grade man... Hahas...

我们一起加油吧！！！

Finally Midway of October

2010-10-21T20:08:00.000-07:00

Finaaly it is maid way of October already. Hahas... It will soon be November and Soon it will exams. Haiz... Lucky that I am taking only two subjects this time round so i dun nid to study until so hard. But I will still be scared that I can't pass the exams for biuz law lei. How???

Like that muz study mi biz law evern harder than before... Hehes... Mi exams will be on 30th November and 1st december... Haiz... I think mi ISB can pass this timeround but not mi law... hahas

Start of school

2010-10-03T19:26:00.000-07:00

Hipyee... Its the start of school already... Hehes... The only thing is that I failed two subjects which is LAW and ISB. I only have to go to school for only four days which is on wednesday to saturday... Haiz... I am lucky that I only have lessons in the morning... I dun need to to have lessons in the afternoon... I can go out and slack in the afternoon. Hehes...

I even can go to work after that but I cant Work everyday la... Hahas... I am happy that I can I dont need to do anything after the lessons in the morning... I can go out and play, slack and so on so forth...

AFTER DAYS OF EXAM RESULTS...

2010-09-25T01:41:00.000-07:00

Haiz... When I was about to go into the SIM student portal, I was shaking like hell siaz... But after looking through the results, I felt relieved. This may be because, I know that I do not need to repeat any of the semester 4 subjects which makes me feel very relieved. Hahaha... Whatever siaz...

I dunno why I do not like to mix around with classmates when they want others to ask then instead of asking other people... Maybe when I do this, I dun want the people that I am what ind of people. Haiz... Is it because it is my personality or something... Haiz... I hope someone can answer me this question siaz...

feelings after sem 5 exams...

2010-09-06T21:04:00.000-07:00

I have already taken mi exams for Sem 5 and the exams are finished on the 3rd of sep. Haiz... I dun have the confidence to pass all the 5 subjects this semester. Hahas... So wadever, I better not think about it first and go relax first unless there is something that is goin to happen in between. Hahas...

I will miss all the friends in sim too if i have graduated like this. Haiz...

August 2010

2010-08-09T19:01:00.000-07:00

现在已经是八月。Haiz... The exams will be in less than 1 month. This semester, I am taking 5 subjects. 我觉得我一定要全部及格. Now, it is better already as I can start studying for the exams already. For this time, I will not come to mi blogger to write anymore until mi exams are finished. Hehes.

these few days of feelings...

2010-07-27T20:26:00.000-07:00

these few days, my feelings are not very good. I feel very Stressed as i have to take 5 subjects and I am in the last semester already. Haiz...

Hope that I can make it thru this time round without having to repeat any subejcts. Hahas

new term starts

2010-07-20T05:44:00.000-07:00

The new term has started for about two weeks already and i am getting tired already as i do not have enough sleep these two weeks siaz...

Wad has happened to mi???

It has been the third week already and there are a lot of projects to be handed up this week. Hahas. good man...

timetable

2010-06-29T20:48:00.000-07:00

Since taken the results, I have became relief, and anohter problem has came up which is the timetable. Haiz... Now, they have put us into class A in which we previously are not. hahas. If thats the case, my saturday worktime will be affected.

I hope that when i take the timetable tmr, it will become class C and the timetable will be the same as the time when we take the subjects.

I will see how is it first.

23th june 2010

2010-06-22T20:48:00.000-07:00

Another day have gone. But I am quite happy that I have passed all my semester 3 subjects. I can move on to semester 5 already. My results are as follows:
1) HR- C
2) OTQM- C+
3) Finance- F
4) Microecons- F
5) Marketing- C+

Hahas. Juz now, i was boiling water until it burned. I hope that later when I boil again, i will not become like that. Hahas

4th june, 2010

2010-06-03T22:22:00.000-07:00

Today is friday. I ahve finished mine exams yesterday already, but i dunno whether I can pass all the subjects this sem or not. Haiz...

I wish I can pass all siaz... about two weeks from now, i think i will try to relax first before i worry about mi results...

CA result...

2010-05-24T21:04:00.000-07:00

I have gotten my CA result on monday 24 May 2010 after 5pm. I was kinda of nervous when i tried logging in the Student portal. Hahas. After I have looked at my results, I sighed with a relief. My results was okay. My results are as follows:

1) Econs- A
2) Marketing-B+
3) Finance-B+
4) OTQM- B+
5) HR-B

The results was okay, but i still have exams to cover and i will see whether I will be happy or not...

Hehes...

我必须加油呀！！！

希望我可以全部及格。呵呵。

31st may- 3rd june

2010-05-16T21:31:00.000-07:00

Exams are coming already. The exams days are on 31st of may to 3rd of june.

First paper is MHR. Subsequently, OTQM; Microeconomics; Finance and POM.

Muz study harder. Hahas. I wanna pass all the exams this semester.

Hahas.

Jia You.

This time round...

2010-05-08T21:00:00.000-07:00

Hahas... I finally have finished almost all my projects. I am still left with OTQM group project to be done. I think I am slow in picking up points and slow in doing things. Hahas...

Fed up with my mum. Coz she thinks that I cant passed all the subjects this semester. I have to show her that I can dot it and I really can do it. Hahas. I will see what more can she says... Hahas...

加油。我可以做得到的。要相信自己。哈哈。

Haiz...

My sister is staring at me again coz i am taking her drink and drink. Since, she dun want mi to drink it, then she should say it and not sit there and stare and get angry. I find that after she has gotten angry with mi and mi mum, she is become more petty siaz... dunno why oso... hahas. I really hope that she can get thru it siaz...

Horray!!! ALl my assignments are gonna finish already... Gonna study for exams already... No slacking...

these few days...

2010-05-05T19:51:00.000-07:00

I have finished most of my assignments already and getting to relax. But it seems like I can't relax after all the assignments have been handed up coz exams are coming already. It will be tedious for me to take 5 exams altogether.

There are some of my classmates who also has to take 5 exams altogether. Ha-ha. I really need to buck up this semester. I dun want to retake any of the subjects again as it will be tedious for me. Semester 5's subject can be very tedious as I will have to study Macroeconomics and Business Law. These two subjects have set me to memorize if i manage to clear these 5 subjects in semester 4.

好闷呀！我们一起加油吧。

May 2010

2010-04-30T06:07:00.000-07:00

Its so fast that it will be May 2010 already. Haiz... Wadever... As I noe, I am taking 5 subjects this semester but I have already passed up 5 projects but I still have 5 more assignments to be handed up. There are 4 assignments to be handed up next week so i have to buck up already...

加油吧！

18th April 2010

2010-04-18T20:04:00.000-07:00

My younger sis's character is getting more stubborn nowadays and i dun think she noes about this. My aunt is also saying that my cousin's character is also stubborn sometimes. But nevermind... maybe after that she will round about it siaz...

I have watched <> until Ep 28. I will need to noe where i stopped before watching again. Hahas...

I really hope that I can pass all mi subjects this semester siaz... So I need to Jia You this semester already...

Cheers!!!

我的心晴。。。

2010-04-16T05:27:00.000-07:00

最近，我的心情已经比较好了一点。哈哈。这是因为我的电脑已经可以打中文字了。这是至得庆祝的。哈哈。

我已经开课一个多星期了。我也希望我这个学期全部可以及格呢!!! 哇哈哈.我需要好好努力学习.这样才可以及格呀!!!

好了.不可以讲太多的话因为要读书了.

School Reopen...

2010-04-09T07:17:00.000-07:00

Semester 4 has started on 5th April, 2010. I have to retake 5 subjects in this semster. After going thru almost 1 week of lessone, I find that I am scared of failing my Microeconomics subject this semester as I dun think I really understand what the lecturer is trying to say. the second lecture of Microeconomics is okay but whatever questions that i do, seems like all the questions are all wrong. I think I have to work harder on mi Microeconomics subject already.

For the rest of the 5 subjects, I find that they are still okay and I still can cope with the the 4 other subjects. Hahas. Jia You for mi Microeconomics already. Hahas.

I relly hope that I can all pass the subjects in this semester and move on to semester 5 if I studied harder this semester. Hahas

This Semester...

2010-03-26T21:08:00.000-07:00

I have been feeling very bad these few days already coz my results are not very fabulous. In semester 3, I have taken three subjects but I have failed two of them but I think 80% of it, I have to retake the two subjects. I think I have to pull up myself in semester 4 as I have to do 5 subjects in a go.

There is a BBQ session at the workplace on 1st May 2010 but I think I can't go for the BBQ already coz I have to studay already. I dun feel like doing anything now but nothing seems to be right.

the feelings...

2010-03-17T19:55:00.000-07:00

My feelings before taking my exam results are very sad and nervous now. But at this very moment, I am very confused already. Haiz. But nevermind about this. Some of them dun want to answer mi calls when I want to chit chat with them siaz. Whatever lor... Hahas. I think either mi character must change or either their character must change. Hahas..

Anyway, whatever. I hope that my character will change a bit lehx.

My feelings in March

2010-03-09T17:36:00.000-08:00

Until now, i fam feeling that i have to work until late in the evening whenever I am working on saturdays. Haiz... This point I think I have to face up to the reality even though how much I dun like the reality. No matter what i think about whether I need the money now or later. Now, I dun need the money but later, i will need the money when i pass the age and just in case of rainy days.

I am getting tired of this already. But I think I have to go through this first, as I think I have to get this experience for future use too. Hahas.

In another less than two weeks(22nd March), my exams results will be out already. Hahas. I hope that all mi subjects can pass lehx. Hope and pray that i can pass. Hahas. If I really pass this semester, Ivow that I would take the notes and start studying earlier already. Hahas.

School Exams...

2010-03-02T21:21:00.000-08:00

My sesmester 3 exam is on the 2nd of march( Tuesday), 5th of March( friday) and 6th of march( Satudrday). I really hope that I can pass all the exams in this semester which i want all at least Cs for all the subjects lehx.

After taking the HR subject yesterday, i dunno whether i can pass mi HR or not but I will pray that I passed my HR subject. Next will be Principle of Marketing which will be on the 5th of March. And Managerial Accounting will be on the 6th of Marh. Sian. Please pray and hope for me to at least pass.

I have missed the days that I had in my ITE days even though we had a lot of misunderstanding and the NEW ITE College WEST mega campus will be up really soon. But I hope that Mr Lim Cheng Hong will still be teaching at the ITE college WEST mega campus in Choa Chu Kang, so I can go and find him and chit-chat about things and stuffs happening in schools and outside of schools.

I also hope that people can update their blogs first as I want to know how they are doing. Thanks.

ARGH!!!! EXAMS...

2010-02-23T22:15:00.000-08:00

Yesterday I have gotten mi CA results. The results are as follows:

a) Managerial Accountint- A
b) Human Resource- B+
c) Principles of Marketing-C

Sebas said that it is still quite good lehx. But I still think that there is still room for improvements lehx. Hehes.

Exams is round the corner already and there is a lot of memorizing going on but i dunno whether I can memorize most of the chapters into mi head or not but have to memorize many, fast and accurate. Hahas. Jia You!!!

I wish all the best for those who are taking exams in this end of the month or the coming month of March.

One Fine Day

2010-02-04T23:53:00.000-08:00

Today is Friday and I am quite happy now... Hahas. Tmr i dun need to work as i have already took off. Hahas. I can get some sleep for a while already. Finally mi projects are all finished. Can at least relaxed already. Hahas. Can concentrate on mi exams now. Wahaha.

Another thing is that there is someone in mi class that she doesnt like to share things or what she thinks with others. The problem with her is that she didnt know that she is kinda of petty in a way and she has to change it. There are some of mi classmates who are not making decisions by themselves and they are easily influence by wad others said so this is not good. Hahas. I really hope that they can change their ways of behaviours by themselves. If a person has the authority to influence the others by wad they said, it is no good as this people wants to get into the degree of psychology. I find that if she goes in this attitude, I think she will harm even more people rather than she cure people.

There was this one time when I asked her about her results before the school starts on january, she doesnt want to tell mi about it. Haiz. Its okay with mi. In this case, she will forever wont know where she stands and she will not improve from there. Hahas.

About now...

2010-01-27T04:20:00.000-08:00

I am not in a very good mood now lehx. I dunno wad to do already. Someone keeps on prying on things that they should not do like coming to mi room and opening up of my closet, looking at wad I have on the computer or stuffs like that. She thiinks I am looking at porn or somethings is it? Actually watching videos are nothing wrong ya... Crazy??? She has to let go her hands a bit already. Haiz.

No matter how hard I try, it seems like it doesn't work. If she does want to pay for the school fees, then say. Wad's the bigh fuss over it siaz. Why do people have to look down on Private Diploma or ITE students??? Its not they dun like to study, the only thing is that their studies are not very good wad.

The meaning of this is that i am hoping that not only one mothers will not look down on these kinds of students.

How come it seems like I can't do the things that I always wanted first. Haiz.

About mi work and School

2010-01-21T05:14:00.000-08:00

I have thinking whether I am going to quit or something but I have thinking quite a lot about mi work. Actually I had told Nick that I do not want to work on Saturdays as mi schdule is irregular but I have to keep thinking that I want to work on Saturdays for the moment. But I think I have to tell him again that I dun want to work on Saturdays next term onwards. Sian.

Another thing is mi school. I find that the projects, I would rather say is assignments are all going to be very rush. I have only finished two out of the six assignments for this semester. I am thinking about going to uni after the Diploma course. Hehes. I heard that the Degree course fees would be lesser as we are continuing from DMS but I dun noe about this yet. Muz attend the briefing first, after that, i will then decide from there. Hehes. My projects are halfway done already but still got more to go. Jia You!!! All the best.

I also dun noe what to do about it anymore. What should I do about this??? I wish I can no need to think about this things. LOL.

Many thoughts to be remade again

2010-01-11T00:23:00.000-08:00

Actually I have many thoughts that have have been made to the starting of this year, but seems like I have to remake some of this thoughts again. Haiz. After the incident on Sundaywhich is the unfinished work, I have made up mi mind. The thing is that I have came up with a decision that I really dun want to work on Saturday as I have an irregular timing for mi lessons and I really do not have the time to study after I have rach home from work. I dun want to repeat any of the subjects and if I really have to repeat, I think it will be the wasting of money already. So I have tot of working on sunday so that I can have more time to study on saturday too. Hahas. But I have to tell Nick about the decision that I have made. Hahas. Now, I have bought mi contact lens so i do not need to worry i have no contact lens to wear to school already.

A brand new year...

2010-01-03T03:51:00.000-08:00

Today is the 3rd of January. It has been three days since the new year. It has been very sian lehx and tmr I will be starting mi lessons already. Haiz. I am not in the mood in going to school for lessons. I still want to have mi holidays. Sobs.

I have been very unahhpy is becoz of Alicia. Her attitude is very bad lehx. Hahas.

The lessons have already started and it was quite okay. Hahas. But these few days, I find that my shoulder ache is getting from bad to worse already lehx. No choice. Hehes. And I am getting very sleepy quite easily these few days since the school started already. Haiz.

There is no bonus. Sobs. Wadever. Its okay. From today onwards, I will need to resave again. Hahas. There are some things which I have yet to buy. Hahas. Jia you. And I hope all the best for mi studies. Horray!!! Dun care about the other things first.

Upon getting mi results...

2009-12-15T17:31:00.000-08:00

I have already gotten my results yeasterday. I was scared to death as i thought my results are worst than what I have expectedfrom before. But upon seeing the results, it was quite average.

The results are as follows:
Finacial Accounting: B+
Business Communication: C+
Business Statistics: B

I find that I stillcan do better for mi results for this semester but I also know that I have made a lot of mistake in both my Accounting paper and my Statistics paper. Haiz. I am taking Marketing, HR and Managerial Accounting Subjects next semester. I hope that i can do well in all my subjects from next semester onwards.

The next thing that I want to say is about my work. I am tired of the work already. Haiz. I am already thinking of when I am thinking mi increment and bonus siaz. This is becoz I have alot of things that i want to buy.

The things that I want to buy are as follows:
1) Bag
2) Contact lens
3) Clothes
4) A new pair of glasses
5) A big screen lappy
6) Camera

Hahas. I think I am too greedy already as I have a lot of things that i want to buy. That's all I want to say. I wish all the best for everyone's studies and have a good year ahead of them. Horray!!! :)

These few days or should I say weeks, I have been trying to save up some money to buy the things that I want. For example, bag and Clothes. Hahas.Coz school is reopening already. Haiyoyo. I haven buy new bag and new clothes lehx. Sad.

There are a few things that I have learnt upon the journey while working part-time and studying. Hahas.

starting of holidays during December 2009

2009-12-07T19:33:00.000-08:00

I am having holidays now but I dunno wad to do during this holiday. It seems like life is meaningless for me this december holidays as I have no plans on wad to do yet. Hahas. Anyway, its okay as I want to take a rest this whole december holidays except the weekend job. Hahas. i have alsop no plans to answer any calls from anyone coz i am quite sick of it... Hahas.

Sometimes i feel like not going for work coz i find that it is kind of a boring when i goes to work. Hahas. But the worst thing of all is that mi desktop cant open. Haiz. Sometimes i find mi own lappy screen is too small that i want to use a big one lehx. Hahas. But it is still okay la. Still can use.

Hope that I still can work until I graduate from mi Diploma course first and then come and decide wad I need to do next. Hahas. I still hope that everyone can continue to update their blog and let mi noe how they are doing. If thats possible, thanks.

I have also tot of buying a new lappy which has at least 14 inches screen and a DVD player as mi current one doesnt have, so it is quite difficult for mi to do things without one.

feelings after the exams

2009-12-02T03:03:00.001-08:00

At 1pm jux now, it ends the closure of mi semester 2 exams. I find that mi results will not that good like the results in Semester 1. Haiz. I really hope that I can at least pass all mi subjects. Hahas. I dun have the mood to go out before the release of the results. I am very nervous lehx.

Besides the exams, Someone in mi workplace has been asking mi to do things during mi exams period which makes mi quite hard to concentrate on mi studying. I hope he is not the one to cause mi to repeat any of the modules in semester 2, thats all. But is more or less okay now. Sometimes I dun feel like goin to work these few weeks but no choice have been given to mi yet. Its is till okay. Hahas. It can give mi working experiences too. Hahas.

I am sick and tired of working and studying at the same time already but i cant do that coz I still need to save up a bit for mi own pocket mney. Hahas. Maybe I still not have this mentality that i am tired of this kioond of things. Hahas.

I wish everydoay all the best upon the release of the results... hahas. Cheers.

Exam Period

2009-11-25T18:20:00.000-08:00

Now is the exam period. Hahas. Today is the starting of the first paper which is Business Commuinication Paper. I really hope that this paper I can get an A but I know mi own satrdard is until where. Lols. 30th of november is the second paper which is Financial Accounting. 2nd of december is the last paper that I am having, which is the Business Statistics. For the Second and third paper, I know that I surely can pass but still dunno whether I can maintain mi A from mi CA or not. Hahas. But I still want to wish everyone to do their best in their studies and in their schoolwork. I want them to excel in everything.

In the next semester, I am taking Marketing, HR and Managerial Accounting. There will be a lot of memorizing then. Haiz. But I still want to give it a try though.

Haiz... after projects...

2009-11-05T18:29:00.001-08:00

Now that all mi projects are handed up, I should feel more relax, but i feel more tired and no time for studying lehx. How ya??? I should have done some planning now so that I can at least have all the subjects passed. But I want to have all the subjects to have at least a C first. Hahas. Sometimes i feel tired cox i have taken the cough mixture and it makes mi sleepy.

I feel that somethimes people do not need to be so big mouth to tell people wad i have will be doing. Coz I think it is none of his business and he dun need to tell the whole world wad am I doing. Even if that person what things i will be doing, please keep it to himself. Somemore, he still laugh like nothing happen coz he doesnt even noe that he wont be getting marks for his Business Statistics group assignment. If he noes it, I think he would not laugh alreadi. Hahas. As i have observed him, he always care about himself frist instead of caring about others first before himself. I am wondering whether he is the onli child, Is it the possibility that he only care for himself first instead of others???

If I get to choose a boyfriend, I would not choose this kind of guys as he onli care for himself. He dun listen in class; dun even go home and revise; always the first one to go out when people asks him to( like goin out for dinner, goin to watch a movie). We have given him quite a lot of chances to do his work properly but he doesnt even care about his work. Given him to be the leader of another subject, He doesnt even act like a leader and doesnt evern do his group assignment before discucssion. Even if he take over his father business, I doubt he can manage it siaz. Now I noe his character, I would not like to do projects with this type of people coz it makes your grades go down.

I am starting to wonder why there is this kind of peoople in the world siaz???

starting of November

2009-11-01T17:26:00.000-08:00

Hahas. Now is the 2nd of November alreadi... I am looking forward to another 17 days of school before the closure of school and waiting of exams. I am more afraid that mi accounts would not pass lehx... Same goes to mi Statistics. Haiz. Nevermind. I will do a loy of questions so that I can at least pass all the subjects successfully. I dunno how much I can get for mi Projectwork siaz. Hopefully got all b and c ba.

Nevermind that first. I think I dun like Alicia the more alreadi. She cant say that if people want to have rebate, then give them rebate la. Argue with them is not very good lehx. Juz like Gary the lifeguard at Bukit Batok Home Team NS. Arguing is not a good choice for all. Haiz. How come she juz dun c it??? Its okay.

These few days, I find that i am more sleepy than before lehx. How ya??? Nevermind. All the free time that I have, I will try and take a rest like closing mi eyes for a few minutes is oso possible. Hahas. This may be becoz I am sick. I am havin cough and running nose. Its okay coz it may be over soon. Hahas.

My projects are goin to be over soon. Mux hang on to it until the end of the projeact so that i can relax a bit le. Hahas. I hope i can at least have the time to do revision now and then le. Hahas.

All the best for mi studies and good luck to mi job.

Saturday... 31st Oct 2009...

2009-10-31T03:59:00.000-07:00

Today is the end of October. Tmr is the starting of the November, and another two months is the end of 2009 alreadi. Time flies so fast. I wish the time can stop there. Hahas.

I have a sore throat on Tuesday( 27th October 2009). On Thursday, I started to have coughing alreadi. So sad that i have the cough and sore throat before mi presentation. Hahas. These feew days i have been thru a lot of thinkings like goin to Degree courses after Diploma course as i find that the SIM diploma course would not be better than the Degree course.

There are some times when I didnt like to talk about the things that others do. But sometimes other people's character will change somehow. I hope that mi observations are true enough. There are also some people whom i would not want to work with again as they didnt do anything much in their project. These people may think that they can dun do anything on the project and get marks out of us juz like that??? Fat Hope. Hahas.

Sometimes mi face may show that I am very stressed, kan chong or tired or something else, it doesnt mean anything and i didnt purposely dun want to hear the question that they are asking. I may be sick and thinking about aomething else like work things or school work stuffs and things like this. So dun be too overthink about the expression that I have giveen you.

anohter new day

2009-10-14T19:09:00.000-07:00

Today is Thursday. WTH lor... I think i going to flunk mi accounts le. The exams is about 1 month time away but I still dun understand the accounts lehx. Like that die ya. Haiz. I hope to get at least all Bs for all the subjects lehx, but it seems impossible le. Hahas.

These few days, there had been raining but why am i still feeling hot??? But when I get into the aircon room, i will feel cold. Funny ya. Hahas.

Lucky this saturday, I am not working or need to go to school lehx. Like that I can stay at home and study all mi subjects le. Wahahahaha. Like that, is so nice. In that case, Iwant to catch up with the others if i can. I think I will stay at the workplace and study too during the lunchbreak as there are about two hours for mi to catch up with the schoolwork.

Muz jiayou le. If not next semester still need to repeat one or two subjects le. Haiz.

Another Sunday.

2009-10-11T03:34:00.000-07:00

Today is Sunday. Another day of working. In the afternoon, I am in a bad mood. Someone may not want to answer the phone is okay, but it has added to mi bad mood even worse ba, i think and i dun blame for not answering the phone. But it has been settled le. Hahas.

I think if i sleep more than 8 hours, i even mjore tired lehx. Hehes. I think should slp a bit lesser the next time or something. LOLS!!!

Mi accounts is still very the unsure lehx. I am waiting for sebas to come and teach mi. Hehes. Alim is studying Accounts in SMU. But I think I most of the things I dun understand siaz. Hahas.

Starting of School at SIM

2009-10-06T03:27:00.000-07:00

I started mi lessons on the 1st of October which is Children's Day. There was this Accounts subject which I really dun understand. Haiz. I think I have to buck up mi Accounts subject le. Haiz. I onli noe half of wad the teacher teach lehx. Sian lehx. This is already semester 2 le. I want to have the scholarship so that I can go up to take degree lehx. but seeing mi results, I dun think I can have the scholarship le.

Juz now when the class is goin to finish, i have a very strange emotion which tell mi that i liked the morning lessons better than those classes in the afternoon. Hahas. This is like thework that I am doing lehx. At work, I like to work with the coaches on saturday than on sunday. I am more close to those coaches on saturday than on sunday. Shiok lehx. Hehes.

The timetable is in the following:

Monday and Friday: Business Communication( something like those I have studied in ITE but a little bit more than that learnt in ITE)
Tuesday and Wednesday: Business Satistics
Thursday and Saturday: Financial Accounting

Mi last lesson will be on the 19th of November. Hope that it will pass quickly. Hahas. After that we will have exams. Haiz. I hope to have all at least get a grade of B. I dunno whether I can get all Bs anot. I will do mi best in everything le.

Hope that the exams questions are not too difficult in a sense that I cant answer it. Hahas. I am oso winderung when is the exams. Sian lehx.

Another day of work

2009-09-27T18:40:00.000-07:00

Hahas. 27th of September is a sunday in which I have to work whole day. Haiz. WHile working in the morning, I was juz fine about working. About afternoon, there are quite a few emotions going through mi in which I can express it out. Hahas.

Yesterday Jia Feng and I was talkin about some stuffs, and then we talked about boyfriends and girlfriends. Before this, we were actualli talking about Eugene and Jia feng told mi that he has a girlfriend. After that, I told Jia Feng to go and find a girlfriend and asked him to go ask Ying Jing to be his girlfriend. Ane he told mi to find Sebas to be mi boyfriend.

Sometimes I have to admit that i would rather work whole day on sat than on sun. This is maybe because I am more close to the sat people than on the sunday people. I like to work on sunday morning too. But sunday afternoon, i will be very sian le. Haiz.

I like talking to Glen, Raymond, Sebastian, Jonathan, Kenley. I oso like talking to Jeremy coz of his character that makes people COmfortable to talk to him about the problems that we are facing not onli swimming. This may be because our age group is about the same so when we talk together, we had fun. We will make jokes about each other. Hahas. Besides talking about school work, we can talk about other things like sports or other stuffs. I really hope that every sat will stay like this. If sunday can be like sat, I would be more happy to stay more on sunday afternoon. Hahas. But if I am really to go from this Deck Coordinator position, I think I would really miss the things that we do at the poolside and the people working there especially those that I have alreadi mentioned. Lols.

I think I really still miss the days that is in ITE. If I can Turn back the time, Iwould turn back the time to the days at ITE coz I still want to have those kinds of days where we have. I would oso study harder again so that I can get into Poly. Hahas.

In the end, I think I would not quit the job that i have now coz I still value the friendship that I have at the poolside. I can say, I am still trying to learn more more the poolside. Haiz.

Getting mi Results

2009-09-24T22:13:00.000-07:00

This is another brand new day le. Hehes. After getting mi results i am quite satisfated with it but still not too good yet. For the three subjects which I have taken in Semester 1, i haven gotten a A, a B, a C.

The three subjects are Business Mathematics, English for Business and Managing people and Organization. The Business Mathemathics subject I have an A, English for Business I have a c, and Managing People and Organization I have a B.

I am still wondering i have at pass all the subjects before i got the results. Now, i not so worry about it le. i can relax until the end of the month le... Hehes.

On top of that, the part-time job that I had now, I find it quite of a boring now lehx. I tot of finding another one but cant. Haiz.

september 2009

2009-09-05T22:15:00.000-07:00

Now is already the 6th of september le. I have finished mi exam for the 3rd of september. Hahas. I think i can at least pass mi exams as the exam questions are not so difficult that i cant anmswer. Hahas. I am waiting for the results now as it will onli be out on the 18th of September. Haiz. Still got a long time to go siaz. Now I onli hope that i canjuz pas the exam can le. Hahas. Jia You!!!

On top of that, the part-time job that I am working at, the boss has given mi quite a number of things to do besides the Deck Coordinator job le. Now I need to work on sunday too le. Haiz. Lols. Its okay de. I can earn more income ma. Wahaha. Besides the more work to do, the coaches and I are more like a family now but i still dun fell so good seeing their naked bodies for a few months le. But i like to talk to some of the coaches like Sebas and Kenley and sometimes Jonathan. They makes mi cofortable around them so it makes mi talk a lot of things to them like school things and some stuffs like swimming... Tats a good sign. Hahas.

Second thing tat i want to say is that i dunno whether i should continue with the job anot as there are no new students or coaches. There are fewer students this term than the previous term. If there are more students and coaches, i might consider continue working as a Deck Coordinator. Hahas.

The last thing that i want to say is that, i really miss the days during school times like the time in ITE. Lols. Most of the memories are still fresh in mi mind. I miss the way we communicateat ITE. I miss the days that we are there. I hope the time will stop there for a while now. How I wish that the time wont go so fast. Hahas. As those friends in ITE are having their own things to do after ITE, we have already rarely meet le. Now that I am studying at SIM, I still like the way we communicate but there are more international students than local students.

There is this South Korean guy by the name of Song Chang Min but his nickname is Frog. Why??? He said that he has a frog friend since he was young, so he named himself frog. Then we had this English for Business module, where the lecturer made fun of the names of teh international students name and why. This is because, she finds the lecture boring and she needs to make the lessons more interesting for us to learn. Hahas.

Now the onli thing i am waiting for is the results that will be out on the 18th of september. I really pray that I can at least pass le. Hehes. From now onwards, I can only wish all the best for those who are studying in Polys, those in the army, and those who are working, as we have rarely meet le.

august 8th, 2009

2009-08-07T18:04:00.001-07:00

Today is the final day that i am passing up the Managing people and organization(MPO) Group Project. Hahas. Quite relaxed le. This coming tuesday, I am passing up the English for Business(EB) Group project le. Wahaha.

Tml is National Day. Hahas. Monday, there is no school. Hahas. Yesterday, there is no class coz the teacher is on MC yesterday. There is a make-up lesson on the 25th of august.

Starting of August...

2009-08-01T20:27:00.001-07:00

Today is so unlucky. Haiz... But since someone wants to keep mi handphone then she has to be responsible for mi alarm every day. Wahaha. I think she dunno how to use the alarm in mi handphone ba... So shiok lehx. Even she took mi handphone, she wont noe how to use it le. Hahas.

Even if she wants to give mi $5 a day for mi allowance, she will see that i wont eat lunch everyday le... Like that i oso can save some money le ya. Hahas... Like that i can lose weights. Hahas. People are stupid la... Hahas. Its not gracious to call people stupid especially from mother to daughter ba. Not say everyone is so stupid lehx. Sian lehx. Haiz.

I will try to save as much money as possible le. Heez. this coming tuesday, there is a maths individual assignment to be passed up. Hahas. But now i dun have the mood to do the maths questions first lehx. I wanna relax first. Hahas.

Heck care first la. Hehes. Now that mi part in the group assignment has finished, i can concentrate on mi individual assignment and the examination le. I am more relaxing le. But i am afraid that i cant pass mi exams. Haiz...

Haiz... How come she got everything to say??? so sian siaz. i htink people noes what she is goin to say le la. Hahas. i dunno wad to say about her le...

When i study in advance, it doesnt mean tat the exam is coming like it is next week okay.how come when i say i am studying, she will think tha the exam is coming??? Funny ya, someone???

studies at SIM

2009-07-22T00:50:00.000-07:00

This is the second week of mi SIM studies. Hahas. I find the studies is still okay lehx... Tmr i need to pass up mi Managing People and Organization's individual project lehx, but I have aldready finished doing it yesterday le...

On friday, the english individual project will be up on the website. so it is still okay. Hahas. Most of the projects(group or individual projects) are almost finished le, so i will not be so tighted up on projects and studies altogether. Hahas.

In July...

2009-07-06T00:19:00.001-07:00

today is the first day i am having lessons at SIM's Management House at Namly avenue... hahas. but today is quite suai for mi cause i dropped mi ez-link card soomewhere where i dunno where it is. hahas. i htink i am a blur sotong siaz. hahas. but the frist day of lessons is quite interesting lehx. quite relaxing. hahas.

Mi class got a lot of overseas students, but there have some students from Singapore. Hahas...

coming soon...

2009-06-21T20:21:00.000-07:00

Another two more weeks until SIM's Diploma of Management Studies starts. I am watitng for the course to start. I am counting how many days left to sch reopening. Hahas. 我很期待lehx. 哈哈.

I am thinking on when I should quit the job lehx. hahas. I cant Decide lehx. haiz. But nevermind first, Iwill continue working until i dun feel like working there le. Hehes.

In June...

2009-06-01T00:06:00.000-07:00

Today is the first day of June. I have a mixture of feelings rite now. The first feeling is Yipees. I am counting down the days which the SIM's Management Studies course will start. Hahas. The days to get into SIM is 1 month and 5 days more to go... LOLS.

The second feeling is that i not very like the work that i am workin. When i am workin on Sat, it will be more stressed than working on Sunday coz there will be a lot of things which the Deck Coordinator has to do. But there are a thing which I have confirmed in doing. The thing is that i will quit the weekend job as a Deck Coordinator at bukit Batok HomeTeam NS by the end of this June le as I want to concentrate on mi studies. I have yet to tell them that I wanna quit lehx. but nevermind. It will be soon enough to tell them le. Hahas.

I have yet to noe about mi timetable for the course. I hope that i can get the timetable as soon as possible lehx... Hehes...

Meanwhile I am goin to have an ulcer le. i think it is due to mi not drinking eough water these few days when the weather is hot. Hehes.

about one month of holidays...

2009-05-28T17:16:00.000-07:00

About one more month of holidays be4 mi SIM's Management Studies starts the lessons. hehes... I am wondering whether this one mpnthj plus or something, I want to work or not lehx... There are some people who told mi that better dun work or this one month or so as it is onli one month. they may say that i onli juz work for one month and then never work le when the school starts, so muz as well dun work... hehes...

I am still thinkin whether i should continue working as the Deck Coordinator during weekends when the course starts. I still dunno wad to do lehx... hahas... I am waiting for SIM to mail mi the SIM's membership password or something like that so that i can log in to thru the website and take a look at the timetable. After looking at the timetable, I will then decide on wad should i do. Hahahs.

But i dunno when SIM will send mi the password or stuffs like that lehx... i hope that they will mail mi fast and early enough lo... Hehes.

During midmay

2009-05-11T20:38:00.000-07:00

On monday, i have gotten the letter from SIM... so I knew that i have gotten a place in SIM... for this, I am happy... hehes...

There is something that is going in mi mind that i couldnt take it out lehx... i remembered that i have written down these words ' pls sgin on the weekend report' on a piece of paper and i put the company handphone on top of the piece of paper. If the the head coach took his handphone, then he should have seen the piece of paper ba...

But the problem is i dunno whether he got see the piece of paper, then throw it away ba. Somemore, i put the weekend report is between the two files lehx... the attandance sheet at the deck coordinators' file is not up to date... this is not mi fault le ba...

the first thing is that i got into the SIM management studies which makes mi happy but the second thing is about mi work which makes mi very sad...

but never mind le. i have found the piece of paper and the certs which i have put it together with the certificates of the students. hehes. on the 24th of may i am workin in which one of mi colleagues will not be here on a talk in school. hehes. like that is good for mi coz i can earn more money ma. hehes. thats a good sign.

i am quite sian at home during the weekdays. haiz.

hmm... let's see...

2009-05-03T19:14:00.003-07:00

hahas... in another a week plus, i will b noe whether i got in to the SIM management studies course anot... but after the Graduation Ceremony, i will need to go to SIM for the person to see the final year transcript and the ITE cert... I really hope that i can get in to the course siaz... haix...

I dun like to work at the poolside as a deck coordinator coz i find it very stressin lehx... but i have to find another job first be4 resignin the deck coordinator which is on the weekend... wahahaha...

If i get into the SIM sourse i think i can resign or something le... If the new jpb that i hae found needs mi to do on the sat... then i will exchange the schedule with the sunday deck coordinator or either i will resign from there... wahahahaha

after gotten mi results at poly!!!

2009-04-20T19:39:00.000-07:00

After i knew that i didnt get into poly, mi mum was naggin and naggin at mi when she knew tat i wants to go to SIM for Private Diploma... Haiz... after a few days, she has stopped naggin a lot... hahas...

I have sent in the application to the SIM, but the application still left with the ITE Certificate which we will get at the 14th of May... hahas... so either on that day, or the next day i need to down to SIM to pass the Certificate for them to see... haiz...

These few days the weather is very hot... haiz...

The Beginning of April

2009-04-05T19:12:00.000-07:00

First day of April is also known as April Fools Day. That day, I am supposed to go to the ITE website to look at the GPA as the result is out le... So I went to check my results and Mi GPA is 2.3... It's quite low... after i got mi result, i am less worried about the ITE reults as i have the poly results to worry next.

The poly results was out on friday, 3rd of april, two days after the ITE result. i went in to the JPAE website and check for the results and it is unsuccessful... Haiz...

rite now...

2009-03-05T17:21:00.000-08:00

rite now i am having emotions which are quite negatives... i usually got this types of emotions from last month when i have applied for the poly admission...

this time i am worrying about mi poly admission and finding a job... hehes... it may take long before one can find a job or something like that... hahas...

i hope these negatives will get away once mi poly admissions are out.... wahaha...

from yesterday onwards, i seems like i am havin a cold but i am not confirmed about it... this is because i have been snexxing from yesterday morning...

starting of the first week of the holidays, i find it very sian le... haiz... :)

this february

2009-02-17T21:03:00.000-08:00

hahas... this february there are a lot of projects that needs mi to be done... especially mi AIT flash project. mine doesnt even have at least 2 mins... i think i am not goin to change anything and i assume that i will get a C for that...

for mi PIC, i think i will get a C too... hehes... this is becuase that i have two class tests that i didnt even pass... hahas...

during this february ' 09

2009-02-11T17:42:00.000-08:00

haiz... i kept worryiong about the poly stuffs and it cant come out of mi mind... and i am having splitting haedaches these few days... the spliiting headaches are happening very frequently and it happens at least two to three times a day...

there are projects for us to finish... we have three projects to finish by this february... i am also worrying about this... haiz...

mi birthday is coming up which is this saturday... hahas

redarging tis decemember holidays...

2009-01-01T19:11:00.000-08:00

哈哈。。。 this December three weeks holidays, i find that it is still okay with mi... but i went to have like one more week of holiday, but it is impossible... it is maybe we maybe graduating in end February or early March... hehes...

now is the starting of a new year which is 2009, which means that it will be a fresh start for everything... hahas... i wish that everyone will live in harmony and stay happy always...

wad has happened these few days or weeks... hehes...

2008-11-30T17:58:00.000-08:00

so long never write in the blog le... hehes...

juz last week someone scolded bad words while doing the PBLQ2. That one i will forget about it... but this PBLQ3 to the Big project, i will let that person do a lot of works to do le... in order for mi and ah boon to do all the things... hahas...

these few weeks i have created the pets society le and i have a pet... these few weeks, i have been rushin to level up mi pet... so now mi pet is at the level of 19 bah... hahas.. shuai lehx...

wad had happened!!!

2008-11-03T18:14:00.000-08:00

yesterday i quarrelled wif mi mum again... it seems like i have quarrelled wif her on and off since last december bah ... that was since the attendance sheet had been sent to mi house... haiz... no choice lor... haiz...

there was a need to save a bit of money now... i mean is bit by bit. hahas...

miees

2008-10-29T21:14:00.000-07:00

now going to do mii projects le but i dunno whether i can do it very well anot... haiz... i want to get at least a high b lehx but i dunno whether mi group members will help mi to do well for mii PIC projects... As for EBP, i have not of that worrying coz i am quite sure that i can get at least a b but i dunno whether i can get a high b anot... hahas... As for AIT, i dunno whether i can get at least a b becoz the Mircosoft Excel, Access and mi project will get mi a b... muz work harder le... hehes... For now, i have to listen to wad the teacher have to say because i want to do well for what i have to do... And i muz prove to others that i can do it and i do it for quite good...

For now, i have saved until at least $30 le... but i still want to save more coz there are things that i want to buy... hahas... jia you le yo... hehes...

i think this is all i can say le... :)

2008-10-16T18:35:00.000-07:00

now even though i want to spend money but still somehow still need to save quite a bit of money for future use... hehes... thats what i am doing now... there is quite some things that i wanted to say...

the first thing that i wan to say is that i overheard mi sis telling mi mum that she wanted to look for a job after her 'A' levels... so i think it is okay lor... this is in order that i also can use the computer when she is not at home le... HURRAY!!! I can check for songs and stuffs like that...

The second thing that i want to say is that the lessons this semester is very sian lehx... tuesday and wednesday the timetable is until 5pm... i so long never have lessons that ends at 5pm le... And friday the lesson starts at 8am, i almost cannot wake up juz now... hahas... and there are no exams this semester as there is onli projects and class test... but i hope that mi Grades this semester will improve or maintain as the same... hahas... i hope to get at least a GPA of 2.5... i hope i can do it... hahas...

thats all i can say...

back to school

2008-10-13T19:43:00.000-07:00

today is the second day i am back to school le... hehes... after i have seen the timetable, i dun like it... but i think i have no choice to follow it... hahas...

Mi GPA is also not very good which is onli 2.1... i hope to imprpve mi GPA by at least 0.4 and above le... hope that it can...

about mi today...

2008-08-27T22:48:00.000-07:00

haiz... another 11 days before the POM exam... after the exam, i got a lot of dramas and anime to watch... hehes...

afraid that i can't do well in mi POM Exam...

sian ya...

going to finish the WAD and EBP project part 1. the WAD and EBP project part 2 will start during the next semester... sian le...

hehes

things that are happening at home...

2008-08-21T20:43:00.000-07:00

there are many things that are going on at mi house... but how do i start from it... i think i noe how to start it le...mainly there are about three things that are going on...

firstly, is the letter that the ITE sent to mi house about mi attendance... no choice lor... coz i dun have the key to the letterbox... haiz... since she never say about this anymore, then forget about it le... i oso dun want to think about it...

secondly, is both mi parents are always quarrelling with each other... is there a day whereby they will not quarrel and mi dad will come back early one day... i think mi mum doesnt believe wad others do or say... then others will think she is suspicous of waq others are doing siaz...

thirdly, is juz now durong morning around 845, i juz went out, then she call mi saying that how come i so late then go to school... i told her that the teacher is oso late... everytime oso late one ma... i reach the sch at around 915 and when i reach the bustop a while later, the teacher juz reach too... but she dun belive then forget it... no choice le... hahas...

all these things have led mi to a veri not happy whenever i am ay home... i dun feel happy whenever i am at home... but i dun have any choice for mi to choose le... wad can i do in this situation??? i dunno lehx... hahas... but i am putting a smiling face onli whenever i am onli at home...

about mi!!!

2008-08-19T21:47:00.000-07:00

hahas.. finally mi mum never nag about mi about the attendance le since she got the Letter from the letterbox... then after that she nags at mi about the powder that i put on mi body... haiz... no choice lor... hahas...

there are projects that are needed to be done by the end of next week which is on the 29th of august... after the projects that are done, i need to concentrate on mi POM Exam which is on the 8th of september which is about three to four weeks from now le... hahas... muz jia you le... jia you... hope to go to poly after mi ITE years...

i oso want to buy a laptop for miself... but i dun want to use the money that is in mi POSB Bank so i think i need to save some money for miself first be4 buying a laptop for miself... hehes...

there is oso a book of mi emotions which she dunno i wrote it

about mi miself...

2008-08-13T21:42:00.000-07:00

haiz... i cant help miself that i am feeling terrible now... hahas... sometimes i dun want people to noe about the feelings that i have... hahas... the letter i think i will take it away and throw it away or either the letter will be kept by mi first then throw it away... hahas...

other than that i think i got nothing better to feel terrible about le... hahas

schooling and everything... haiz...

2008-07-10T19:17:00.000-07:00

this is the end of the first week of school le... i still got a lot of things that i need and want to buy... haiz... no choice lor... i have to save quite a lot of money to meet mi needs and wants... hahas... there will be a lot of projects coming up right now... no choice lor... have to do le... hehes...

now mi handphone got some of the keypads that cannot be used lehx... so sad lor... hahas... wad to do lehx??? haiz... no choice la... i want to upgrade mi handphone if possible... hahas... no choice... hahas

i think i better dun talk for too long le... i talk to you some other time when i have the time... muz take care of urself when i am not talking to you ya... byebye... cheers to you... :)

end of holidays

2008-07-07T18:57:00.000-07:00

haiz... its the end of the holidays le... i hope that the holidays can last longer than i tot lehx... haiz... no choice le lorx...

the start of the school term means that there will be projects, lessons and class test...

there are a lot of things that i still want to buy lehx but i dun have enough money to buy the things that i want during the holidays... that means that i need to save a lot of money during this july when the school reopens... yesterday was the first day the school reopen so it is very sian lehx... i passed mi POM class test befor the school holidays... hahas...

i think i better dun talk for too long... i will talk to you some other time when i have the time... muz take care of yourslef when i am not talking to you ya... byebye... cheers to yourself! :)

** i think i muz resave the coins le coz i got a lot of things that i want to buy but i still some of the coins ubsdie mi piggy bank... hahas

mi and miself...

2008-06-24T18:57:00.000-07:00

hehes... now is the second week of the holidays... i still left with one week of holiday be4 the school reopen le... sian lehx... i wish that the holiday will be longer than i tot lehx... hahas... i want to slack even more lehx...

it has been a long time since i last logged into mi blog and write le so now i am writing in mi blog again... i am trying to save some money to buy miself some stuffs that i want... wahahaha... thats the way ma...

i like DBSK's qian nian lian ge...this is because i find the song very sad... i keep on listening to the song again and again... the drama that bae yong jun acted, i oso like... this is because the drama oso quite sad lehx... muz watch finish the drama... hahas

i think i better dun talk for too long le... i wil talk to you some other time when i have the time... muz take care of yourself when i am not talking to you ya... byebye!!! cheers to yourself... :) smile always

mi and miself... hehes

2008-05-15T20:25:00.000-07:00

hahas... i kinda of didnt sleep well these few days lehx... how??? sian lehx... i want to sleep le... lols... i kinda save some money this week... that was great le... cannot any how spend the money... thats the spirit... hahas...

she didnt noe that i am writing bad about her in the blog coz she say she dun want mi to wirte it in mi diary lehx... yesterday she is nagging again lehx... sian lehx... she not tired mehx???

i thinki better dun talk for too long le... talk to you some other time...bb

about mi... :)

2008-05-08T19:44:00.000-07:00

hihi!!! i am back again today again... haiz... these few days i realli didnt sleep well siax... then today i got stomach pain siaz... hahas... i dunno what to do le... hahas...

i think i better dun talk for too long le... talk to u some other time when i have the time... muz take care of urself when i am not talking to urself ya... byebye... cheers...

about mi miself... hehes...

2008-05-06T19:35:00.000-07:00

haix... these few days i slept after 10 plus at around 11 plus and wake up at 705am the next day... hahas... i think i going to fall sick le lehx... haiz... dun care too much le... sian diao le...

i think i better dun talk for too long le... i will tlak to u some other time when i have the time... muz take care of yourself when i am not talking to u ya... byebye... cheers... :)

mi home

2008-05-05T18:55:00.000-07:00

haiz... how come everytime like this??? not say people want to argue wif her la... is she herself say frist lor, later people will then argue with her lor... hehes...

she say ah mei is better wad... her problem le lor... hahas... trust the wrong person or something like that... she say that i am not gd coz i keep on listening to others and not listening to her lehx... she oso say that i dun believe wad she say mahz... did she believe wad i say anot??? there is no mutual trust of her believing in mi first wad... hahas...

i think i better dun talk too much le... i will talk to u soem other time when i have the time... muz take care of yourself when i am not talking to you ya... bye bye... cheers to yuorself...

mi family

2008-05-01T19:28:00.000-07:00

haiz... these few days wad did i make her angry lehx... hahas... sian lehx... i dun want to be like this... haiz... who makes mi like that one... she treats mi and ah mei differently and she still says she dun have... sian lehx... dun care too much le... hahas

later i am going to buy a carton of water and these types of things i will not write it in mi diary le... hahas... they think i stupid mehx... hahas... next time these tyoes of things i will not write it in mi diary le... the more they want to find out, the more i dun want them to find out... hahas...

i think i better dun talk for too long le... i will talk to you some other time when i have the time... bye bye... cheers to you!!! :)

school work le

2008-04-20T22:34:00.000-07:00

haiz... the second week of the seond week already got study and got group project le ...hahas... i sometimes feel that i came to the wrong course or something like that....

i think i beta dun talk for too long le... coz now i having lessons... talk to u some other time when i have the time... bb

back to sch and about mi attachment

2008-04-13T17:19:00.000-07:00

horaay!!! i'm back to sch le... it is gd to be back to sch... i haf a gd feeling that it is a gd start 4 mi coz mi gpa for last semester is not very gd... mi gpa is 1.8 something... i hope that it will go up to 2 point something... hahas... i realli wish that i can go to poly after this 2 years... haiz... muz work harder le... jia you!!! jia you!!!

the attachment is very sian... there is one time when we the five of us didnt go to the attachment together... then the officer nag at us again... she is like no different from mi mum lehx... hahas...

i think i will talk to u some other time when i have the time le... bb

mi mum and mi workplace....

2008-03-14T20:02:00.001-07:00

hiaz... getting sian of her le... i haf a work now at tampines but she said that it is too far... when i dun haf a work... she say how come u never go to work... she oso dun like people to spend their money off at unneccessarily things... she kinda of scared this scared that... what are the things that she is not scared of lehx??? she dun like people to spend their money and she dun like herself to spend her own money... funny mum...

sian ya... dun talk about her le la... if i talk about her again, i will be even madder ya...

dun care about le... hehes... i think i going to tampines and workbecause i dun want to stay at home and listen to her story.. hahas... from young, her story have not even changed a single bit... hiaz...

i oso noe that i haf so long never come to mi blog and write le... now i got a job... there will be even lesser time for mi to write on mi blog le...

hahas... beta dun talk for too long le... i am writing it down here is because i dun want anyone to noe about this... bb... talk to u some other time...

wad to do lehx???

2008-01-29T23:12:00.000-08:00

haiz... does the calcium whitening toothpast gives mi the bad breath??? this is the question that i ahve been asking miself but i dun haf the answer... sian lehx... wad to do???

i realli hope that i can go to the Tampines NTUC Incaome and work. this is because i dun want to stay at home and listened to her talking stories... she never chang eher stories one lor... very sian to listen to the same old stories over and over again... she not sian and people will get sian lehx... she got not new one lehx... she satill say she become clever le but she never change her stories then still say she very clever...

haiz... sian le... i cannot think of anything to let her shut up le... hahas...

wad to do lehx???

someone pls answer this question lehx...

recently at home and at school...

2008-01-22T23:50:00.000-08:00

these few days at home and at school, there are a lot of problems that came up... haiz... wad cani do lehx... sian ya... i am sick and tired of these type of things le lehx but i dun haf any choice lehx... hahas

first thing of all, at home last sunday, she was nagging at home again. no people want to argue with her lor. she started it first... after we came home from our own breakfast, she started to nag le lor. WTF la!!! so she started it first. i think if PN's sis stays in mi house, i think she cannot take it more than 1 hour with her altitude like that. hahas. i think no people can stand it like that. another people is mi sis. she like to give people a black face lor... she thinks she is a princess ya???

second and not the least, in school, i swear and hope that i wont need to work with the malay gals in the project if necessarily... haiz... there are five malay gals in mi class. one of them is a stundent counsellor. she is always very buz with her student counsellors and her work and stuffs like that... the other four may wait until the last minute then send the stuffs and things like that over for the projects... working with them is like endless lehx...

i think i have no choice if thats the case... hahas

mi family, mi studies and mi workplace at Eunos

2008-01-15T23:37:00.000-08:00

haiz... i realli hate it man... now that i have return to school and back to study le... haiz... i noe that there will be mor porjects and tests and CAs le... haiz... finished one came the other... sian lehx...

Mi mum went crazy again... how ya... she evertime like that people will go crazy lehx... how ya???

i went up to MA le hahas...

all these i seem like i dun care about it le... hahas

mi sis and mi workplace...

2007-12-29T18:25:00.000-08:00

i hate it man!!! i cant stand the way how she treats others ok... she noes that she has her own things to do and later mi aunty there got bbq and she asked mi whether i wanted to go anot... she should not ask mi whether i want to go anot and it is whether she wanted to go anot and her homework can finish anot... i mean she is ridiculous lehx... still say she is the most cleverest one in this household... sian ya...

another thing is mi workplace at Eunos... i noe that mr jowell and the rest of the people wants mi to stay a bit longer than usual but i juz cant stand it... they noes that mi fear have overcome it but what they can do???.... all they ask mi to do is do it all by myself but they wont help mi in this area... how??? i noe wad i am doing and when i am going down to rthe company and they keep on asking mi to go down to the company on this day on that day... how can i keep on gong down to the company whenever they ask mi to go down lehx??? yesterday i knew that i cannot go down to the company but they cant understand it... so how???

mi workplace...

2007-12-25T16:31:00.000-08:00

I dun like people to force mi to go down to the company when i dun want to go down the company... todae ah mei never go out but i dunno whethermummy will come back early today anot coz she juz now never brush her teeth and never wash her face be4 she went out... i dunno whether is she purposely du nwant to wash her face and brush her teeth be4 she went out lehx??? OR is she late for her class or something like that???... haiz... headache ya... wad to do lehx??? yesterday night, when she saw daddy sleeping at home, she started to nag or scold at him again... how come she everytime wants to be in this way???

she has become very unreasonable lehx... i dunno wad to do le lehx... do i need to see a doctor or do i have to stay like this???

being alone...

2007-12-25T16:17:00.000-08:00

i hate being alone at home when mi dad went to work late in the afternoon or during the evening... i have a feeling of fear and something else which i didnt know about it siaz... i oso dunno how come i become like this but i dun have a choice... wad to do lehx??? there is no one to help mi to figure out wad should i do in order to get rid of the feeling...

Another reason i have this feeling is becoz of mi mum... she says that she lets mi go out but when i came home earlier than her and she doesnt noe that that day i went out ma... and juz becoz i never put the clothes out doesnt mean that i got go out ma... like that she oso nag at mi siaz... how come like that...

i think i cant stand it le if she continue to be like this... wad can i do lehx in order not to let her nag at mi lehx??? correct oso nag... not correct oso nag... oso pls pls pls pls tell mi wad to do in order for her not to nag at mi lehx???

wad happened at home...

2007-11-26T17:03:00.001-08:00

yesterday she asked us to sit down and talked properly...but she ehrself never talked to us properly lehx... how??? yesterday i told her that i wanted mi bankbk back, she said that this sat she will give it back to mi and i will see whether she got give mi back mi bankbk... hahas...

i am very tired le lehx...

hiax... i am still going down to the company and i wont let her noe... hahas... going to MA le...

hahas...

mi mum

2007-11-23T04:23:00.000-08:00

hiax... i am very angry with mi mum today... do u noe why??? she doesnt even give mi the privacy to do the things that i like siax... she doesnt even wants to hear wad others have to explain to her then why do she have to explain it to mi and i listen to it???

juz now she told up mi diary lehx... hiax...

how come like that???

i think i cant stand it...

hiax

i am going down to the cpmpany no matter wad...

mi feelings these few days

2007-11-20T23:14:00.000-08:00

hiax... mi feelings these few days are not very good lehx... i oso dunno why lehx... hahas... i dunno have the mood to do anything these few days... thats all i have to say for mi felings these few days... i still havent gone up to MA yet... i already very sian to do telephone technique and do SA le... i dun want to do le... hiax...

mi mum again...

2007-11-16T17:51:00.000-08:00

i find tat mi mum is being unreasonable... when i am trying to explain to her wad has happened to mi attendance but she continued to not listen to wad i have to explain to her... juz now she accused mi that i took her necklance which costs more than$1000. why would i want to take her necklace which i dun usually it??? thats the reason i dun like to talk to her... she is the person who sometimes find it hard to believe wad others have said to her. that day which was a tuesday, i was trying to tell her nicely but did she talk to mi nicely??? she didnt... i found out that she is more unresonable then she used to be... on tuseday, when she didnt believe mi, i asked her whether she wanted to call mi friend and asked her whether i am telling the truth anot but she never gave mi an answer. i didnt noe wad does that mean becoz since primary 4 until sec 5 she has been doing this non-stop.

mi aunt asks mi to forgive her but now i cant forgive her even more for wad she has done??? I WILL NOT FORGIVE HER UNTIL SHE CHANGES HER ATTITUDE TOWARDS MI AND I KNEW THAT JUZ NOW SHE HAS SEEN WAD I HAD WRITTEN ON THE PAPER AND ON THE BK ITSELF BECOZ THE PAPER AND THE BK AND MI PENCILCASE IS NOT IN THE CORRECT PLACE THAT I HAVE PUT IT LAST NIGHT...

wad happen these few days...

2007-11-13T23:47:00.000-08:00

yesterday when mi mum took a look at the attendance sheet that ms tan has send it all out to mi dad, mi mum went to take a look to take a look at it... how come she juz give us the family the privacy lehx??? i mean that this is ridiculous about this lehx... i cant stand it... i noe that mi mum hasnt gone thru her attitdute problems and stuffs like that. she juz wont listen to wad others have to explain and tell her lehx... be4 others can explain to her, she would juz shout at others be4 finding out the truth. when we told her about the truth she oso would listen, so we tell her n never tell her oso the same... yesterday, i argued with her and hit each other... hahas...

mi friends and the work at Eunos...

2007-10-31T00:05:00.000-07:00

Hiax... I dunno whether i am sensitive or wad lehx...i sometimes dun want to talk to them... The worst thing is that they every time last minute then tell mi wad they want to do then ask mi whether i want to go anot... I mean that they should not always last minute then tell mi wad they are doing wad... i mean thats no good and i dun like it... thats the problem... Should i tell them or wad??? I oso dunno lehx...

Mi work at Eunos is still not up to standard... how is it??? i dunno wad to do le lehx... HOW???

i gonna be crazy le... Hiaz...

Mi friends in ITE...

2007-10-24T01:28:00.000-07:00

i still find that mi friends in ITE still dun want to talk to mi that often leh... how lehx??? they dun want to talk, then never mind le lor... LOLS... Hahas...

school reopened and mi mum and the work at Eunos

2007-10-24T01:14:00.000-07:00

i dun how to communicate with mi mum le lehx... she says she wants to divorce mi dad and mi dad didnt say a single word... now i want to see whether she will give the bankbook of mi sis and mine back to us; that is our first thing. the second thing is the IC she will give back to us anot... hahas... Maybe the third thing is the passport she will return to us anot??? hahas...

now the school has reopened, cannot go out very often le... need to stay at home and study during the weekdays le... hiax...

now i am working at the company at the Eunos even though mi mum and mi relatives dun want to support mi... hahas... i want to do on mi own le... hahas... now i am waiting whether i can pay the installment for the single anot... i am afraid that they wont let mi put in the installment... hiax... i left with 1350LV to mi MA le... I hope that i can get through the 1350LV to help Ms Lixia, Mr Jowell and Jenny to easily get to another stage... For Jenny, i want to help her to get to MM asap. As for Mr Jowell, i want help him to get to BM asap. As for Ms Lixia, i want to help her to hit her 1st month of her car incentives... I really want to help them...how do i help them???

Mi feelings and about miself...

2007-09-03T01:16:00.000-07:00

haix... i dunno wad to do le lehx... how ya???

these few days i dun have the mood to do anything liao lehx... i dunno how to describe it siax... it is like very moody like that and somethimes very scared to do something about it... i oso dunno why siax...

the next aspect is about miself... i noe that i am not a straightforward person and dunno how to present the things that i want to say to other properly... i want to learn how to talk to others properly... then when i want to learn about doing it miself, mi mum and dad juz wont let mi do it... now i dun feel like going down to the cpmpany at eunos le lehx...

i find that now and then i will come to mi blog and write becoz if not mi mum will not give mi privacy to others... hahas

wad happened yesterday...

2007-08-26T18:23:00.000-07:00

Yeseterday i quarrelled wif mi mum again... she wants us to respect her, then she has to respect others first... since she likes to read others diary, thats means that they dun have the privacy... she cant do in this way lehx... since she likes to read wad others write, i noe what to do le... hahas... i wont write it in the book le... hahas... thats the way... i have made up mi mind le... it cant be helped...