Tuesday, July 31, 2007

Mi friends and Mi family together

i juz dunno why mi friends in ITE dun want to talk to mi le lehx...

Some of them idun want to talk to them which made mi go back to mi old ways that i do in mi secondary school lifes... some of mi friends noe that they have hurt mi feelings le then they will like say sori to mi and ask mi to go out for lunch with them, but they seemed to be like going back into their own ways again. I am thinking what should i do to make them to tlak to me more then what they should tell mi??? I am at wit ends now...

i find that i dunno how to communicate with most of the people becoz i dun have the same topic to talk to them lehx... and not that i dun want to talk to them, they never give mi the topics that i want to say.

they seem to be like they never say for mi opinion but they may ask others for their opinion before they do anything juz like mi mother... Hiax...

What should i do??? Mi mother dun let mi use the computer, dun let mi watch television, dun let mi go out wif mi friends, then she juz cant let mi stay at home and study ba... Now in ITE, there is more freedom then she let mi at home...

i find that i am more sadder than before lehx... hahas...

Mi Family

I find that mi mother likes to controls mi even more le.... She likes to nag and nag and nag about somehting for very long, for example, mi o levels results... Now mi sis results is not very good, she starte nagging and nagging lehx... and the whole family got nagged by her le...

Altough mi mum nagged at mi sis for the past few years, she let her go out with her friends more often then she let mi go out lehx... i go out with mi friends, she will say cannot... she wants mi to stay in the house is useless 1 la...i oso dunno why...

She keeps on putting mi in the house, i will not learn anything one lor... At home, i am like a computer idoit lehx... Hahas. realli... they say that i am not independent enough... is not that i am not independent enough, she never let mi go out how am i going to be independent enough to let her to let mi go out more often lehx...

Now i have a colleague who is doing a small business which is promoting about the health products. Mi mother thinks that that job is not suitable for mi le lehx. i havent even try the job, she said that the job is not suitable fro mi... she tought that the people who work in the business, put drugs into the health products. If they really put drugs into the health products, there will be people who take it will have some side effects when they noe that they are allergic on some of the drugs, rite??? And they will be arrested by the police, but how come they never got arrested and they can do until there are more and more people going into the business???

I find that she is overprotecting mi le lehx...

how can i do to make her let go of mi more then she let go of mi???

About mi working life....

I have been working at Bukit Panjang Plaza Long John Silver for almost 8 months, now i feel very moody to work there le... i dun have the feeling to work there le... i fnind it very sian, without customers in the shop even more sian ya... i think i have to find another job during the three weeks holidays during 22nd of September to 14th of October. Hahas...wad should i do???

mi classmates

i find that one of mi classmates, Prealier, has a serious altitude problem which i stongly agree with another of mi classmates, Hanwei. Hahas... yesterday and today, i never do anything but i onli look around the whole canteen when she came into the canteen... when she came into the canteen, she started asking mi zuo mo... Prealier's action is very rough lehx... her voice oso very loud which made mi think of some of mi secondary school friends lehx...

how come like that??? Some of the friends in mi ITE made mi think of some of the friends that i have made in secondary school.

Hiax... Did i do something wrong??? Sometimes i dun want to tell them strightforward because i have tought of their feelings lehx and if i dun say, they will say that next time i must say out what i dun like to do or something like that. i juz cant do it...