Mi friends and Mi family together

i juz dunno why mi friends in ITE dun want to talk to mi le lehx...

Some of them idun want to talk to them which made mi go back to mi old ways that i do in mi secondary school lifes... some of mi friends noe that they have hurt mi feelings le then they will like say sori to mi and ask mi to go out for lunch with them, but they seemed to be like going back into their own ways again. I am thinking what should i do to make them to tlak to me more then what they should tell mi??? I am at wit ends now...

i find that i dunno how to communicate with most of the people becoz i dun have the same topic to talk to them lehx... and not that i dun want to talk to them, they never give mi the topics that i want to say.

they seem to be like they never say for mi opinion but they may ask others for their opinion before they do anything juz like mi mother... Hiax...

What should i do??? Mi mother dun let mi use the computer, dun let mi watch television, dun let mi go out wif mi friends, then she juz cant let mi stay at home and study ba... Now in ITE, there is more freedom then she let mi at home...

i find that i am more sadder than before lehx... hahas...