mi sis and mi workplace...

i hate it man!!! i cant stand the way how she treats others ok... she noes that she has her own things to do and later mi aunty there got bbq and she asked mi whether i wanted to go anot... she should not ask mi whether i want to go anot and it is whether she wanted to go anot and her homework can finish anot... i mean she is ridiculous lehx... still say she is the most cleverest one in this household... sian ya...

another thing is mi workplace at Eunos... i noe that mr jowell and the rest of the people wants mi to stay a bit longer than usual but i juz cant stand it... they noes that mi fear have overcome it but what they can do???.... all they ask mi to do is do it all by myself but they wont help mi in this area... how??? i noe wad i am doing and when i am going down to rthe company and they keep on asking mi to go down to the company on this day on that day... how can i keep on gong down to the company whenever they ask mi to go down lehx??? yesterday i knew that i cannot go down to the company but they cant understand it... so how???

mi workplace...

I dun like people to force mi to go down to the company when i dun want to go down the company... todae ah mei never go out but i dunno whethermummy will come back early today anot coz she juz now never brush her teeth and never wash her face be4 she went out... i dunno whether is she purposely du nwant to wash her face and brush her teeth be4 she went out lehx??? OR is she late for her class or something like that???... haiz... headache ya... wad to do lehx??? yesterday night, when she saw daddy sleeping at home, she started to nag or scold at him again... how come she everytime wants to be in this way???

she has become very unreasonable lehx... i dunno wad to do le lehx... do i need to see a doctor or do i have to stay like this???

being alone...

i hate being alone at home when mi dad went to work late in the afternoon or during the evening... i have a feeling of fear and something else which i didnt know about it siaz... i oso dunno how come i become like this but i dun have a choice... wad to do lehx??? there is no one to help mi to figure out wad should i do in order to get rid of the feeling...

Another reason i have this feeling is becoz of mi mum... she says that she lets mi go out but when i came home earlier than her and she doesnt noe that that day i went out ma... and juz becoz i never put the clothes out doesnt mean that i got go out ma... like that she oso nag at mi siaz... how come like that...

i think i cant stand it le if she continue to be like this... wad can i do lehx in order not to let her nag at mi lehx??? correct oso nag... not correct oso nag... oso pls pls pls pls tell mi wad to do in order for her not to nag at mi lehx???