being alone...

i hate being alone at home when mi dad went to work late in the afternoon or during the evening... i have a feeling of fear and something else which i didnt know about it siaz... i oso dunno how come i become like this but i dun have a choice... wad to do lehx??? there is no one to help mi to figure out wad should i do in order to get rid of the feeling...

Another reason i have this feeling is becoz of mi mum... she says that she lets mi go out but when i came home earlier than her and she doesnt noe that that day i went out ma... and juz becoz i never put the clothes out doesnt mean that i got go out ma... like that she oso nag at mi siaz... how come like that...

i think i cant stand it le if she continue to be like this... wad can i do lehx in order not to let her nag at mi lehx??? correct oso nag... not correct oso nag... oso pls pls pls pls tell mi wad to do in order for her not to nag at mi lehx???